SEveral things: I shifted, after forty years, to the Robin Wood Deck, which I love for its pagan imagery. It's awfully lily white, but I take that into account. That said, MAN do I love that deck. It speaks directly to me. Also, Tarot, Plain and Simple, by Anthony Woods has. among a few others, been my fave Tarot handbook. I've got a bunch, but that one has been my best guide. So fun. This is my birth card: https://www.readingswithrebecca.com/post/the-star-robin-wood-tarot