A PS, and a recomendation. I don't know if you have read anything by Dr. Rosenna Bakari, who is also a Medium writer. She goes by Rosennab. I have been immensely fortunate to not only read her but also we have become friends. Her writing is a singular and original voice. I can't say that it's a fit for you, but I have a sense, because of who she is and how she writes, that her material might appeal. She is simply extraordinary. I apologize for what must have felt like a brusque comment, it wasn't intended, I am running around like the proverbial headless chicken getting my house ready to be sold in ten days, and I am afraid I didn't put as much care in my original comment as I should have. Not intended. I don't know that anything I say is wise; I was just responding to something that I most assuredly danced I with a very long time due to social anxiety. Best wishes and out the door again.